Day 6

So yesterday I was being grateful for the calmness well that's gone out of the window. I have taken to not saying anything to my colleagues I am so worried I would just explode. God they irritate me!! But here's the thing - are they really irritating or are my hormones just making it feel like they are? You never know with this disease what is real and what isn't. Drives me insane!
My weight is the other thing that drives me insane- why can I not be of a normal weight. I was 6kgs lighter when I was on the prozac and the pill. The drugs made me unhappy, moody, spaced out but thin. I stop the drugs and the weight just piled on. Exercise makes little if any difference and now I have developed a new scenario whereby exercise causes horrendous pain if I am ovulating. So now there are two weeks of every month where I can't do anything too strenuous without reaching for the ibuprofen. Fantastic!